For about a week straight I was afraid, I was worried, I was paranoid but then I decided to change the narrative. I decided to continue living my life (with improvements) despite the state of our world. I decided to look at all the good that was happening in my life, during such a tragic time. I decided to kick fear to the curb, take back my happiness and release fear back into its web of lies.
Whoever came up with this notion that you don’t care or “aren’t taking this seriously” because you choose happiness over fear – will not be allowed to deflect their fear upon me.
Now, don’t get me wrong; although I’m not allowing our current state to get me down, I am still using logic. Having a clear understanding of what’s happening in our world, and mourning with those who have loss their loved ones; while not living in fear can most definitely be done at the same time. Whoever came up with this notion that you don’t care or “aren’t taking this seriously” because you choose happiness over fear – will not be allowed to deflect their fear upon me. See, I have and will always be a person that sees the good in the most minute moments.
2020 is still my year – in fact, it’s my BEST year yet because it’s another year that I got/get to grow. Its a brand new year that I’ve never seen before. 2020 has allowed me to slow down and enjoy the most precious moments. Its shown me what is most important in life; like family and quality time. And that my Love Language is without a doubt, Quality Time; which I will never neglect nor allow anyone to demote.
2020 is still my year
So, what is 2020 telling me (you)? It’s telling me to continue being great and that life is worth living, despite the difficulties.
Smile, love, be kind and LIVE life – don’t just exist.
Love Mika ❤️